i guess i'm just DAMNED
Monday, April 6, 2009
DAMNED. the word. it describes my life. life gets rougher every second, especially this few words, 'i didnt accept you coz i thought you wasnt ready'. wat the fucking hell you trying to say? you think memorising 108words properly is easy? i havent finish memorising the lyrics, thats why i delayed the question. kalaulah ku tahu bahawa engkau akan dustai cinta yang diberi dari hatiku.. as you see, i didnt talk to you. i wrote everything i wanted to say. you snatched my pen. i even said go there alone. you brought your friends. dont you understand english? i clearly said, 'go to the staircase ALONE'. its either you dont understand english or youre blind. or even, you disobeyed me. i know im a
DAMNED IMMATURE DOG but you dont have to ignore me. you keep saying im cute. thats wat you always say when youre trying to tell the person to
FUCK OFF or
GET AWAY, DOG. you dont have to lie. i got sick of you trying to lie then and now. i dont even know if your really truly sorry. you lied too much, to me. theres no way you could restore my trust. as i said, i wont talk to you personally - ever. and you said you gonna call me but guess wat, you didnt. see how much you have lied? thats it. you forgotten me. you ignored me. i tried to wave, you just ignored me. im just wondering, 'how could you be so heartless?'. i know youre with him now. but why are you so heartless? i cry everytime i think about this. i tried my best to hold them back when writing to you. im asking, do you want me to bad-mouth you in THIS blog?
In the night, they hear me talk
coldest story ever told
somewhere far along the road, i lost my soul
to a woman so heartless
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